hmm . . .

there are days when all i want to do is do nothing . . . or avoid the things i'm supposed to be doing like studying. today is one of those days despite of the clock continuously ticking i've only got 19 days til the dreaded Bar and i'm sitting here in front of my 'puter avoiding what i'm supposed to be doing. am i ready? will i ever be ready in time? gosh let's hope so. for the sake of myself i hope i can pull it off this time cos i don't think i want to ever go through this again! it's just too damn boring! i can't stand trying to re-learn things i've already learned but my memory's been terrible lately that i've got to do this! i've just got to! but i'm weak: i can't! i can't cos i'd rather be doing anything else but what i'm supposd to be doing. i'm fuct!